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Monday, August 16, 2004

Mon, 16 Aug 2004 14:43:52 GMT

Sunday, August 15, 2004

Sun, 15 Aug 2004 17:24:48 GMT

[:update:]

- jade! sorry i couldnt come! stupid dentist appointment >_<

- things are great right now, went to six flags yesterday, with mi boyfriend and his friends (thats right! i have a boi =P LOL)im still unsure about things though >_< ::being cautious::

- got a lecture from mi parents about coming home so late (came home at like 1:30 in the morning lol)

- didnt go to the rock show today, im too tired from yesterday XD sorry april

Wednesday, August 11, 2004

Wed, 11 Aug 2004 19:37:13 GMT

[:update:]

-went with grace to CF yesterday

-met like 4 russian/jewish guys (2 of which were cute LOL) julie wanna see some pictures??? hahahaha

-enrichment skool is almost over, only two days left (YAY!)and finals are friday

-going to see AVP with jade, alex and aaron on friday

-going to another rock show with April
~commin up this sunday, the 15th
~ticket price is $10
~from 11AM to 12 AM
~over 30 bands are playing

-going to six flags on thursday with Iman

Saturday, August 07, 2004

Sat, 07 Aug 2004 04:32:53 GMT

[:update:]

~ chilled with grace, yasmin, and christel today

~ gave christel some anime crap and a balloon for Julie's REbirthday thing lol

~ then went to battery park with grace and yasmin to get some books from borders and went to see white castle (mad funni hahaha XD)

~ wandered around chinatown a lil longer and then went home

~ going to another rock show tomarrow,
*flushing,queenz
*1-4 PM
*admission: FREE
*call me if u want directions ^_^

Tuesday, August 03, 2004

Tue, 03 Aug 2004 23:03:45 GMT

jessica ur officially my new idol LOL

Saturday, July 31, 2004

Sat, 31 Jul 2004 22:25:30 GMT

[:update:]

- went to a cell dweller performance on wednesday with Iman and then saw Lenny (<---funny name lol)

- cutt skool yesterday and got caught by my bro(how lame -_-") couldnt go to another rock performance today cuz of that. on lockdown for the next 2 weeks, basically when summa skool ends

- mi bro forced me to call mi parents, to tell them and so i did, they were mad pissed (go figure lol) and then he found out all the other days (3 other days) i cut but he didnt tell mi parents. he gave me this long assed speech about responsibility and some other bullshyt but i zoned out on him lol

- funniest shyt is that i still get to keep mi cell, talk on it, go on the comp, and watch tv (wat a harsh punishment =P) i even went to the movies today with mi sis LOL

- parents woke me up and gave me a lecture too, about how they want the best for me and all that other stuff about education and crap. i fell asleep in front of them LOL

[:Lessions of the day:]

#1- always leave the house an hour early if u plan to cut LOL

#2- dont take eight sleeping pills, if u know ur parents want to have a serious "talk" with u (hahaha)

Tuesday, July 20, 2004

Tue, 20 Jul 2004 00:44:30 GMT

bored, felt like updating
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-went upstate with katie and iman over the weekend, came bak yesterday, got tons of stuff on discount ::wink wink, nudge nudge:: right julie? lol

-lost weight again, like 10 pounds, or so i hope >_< bah

-SORRY RAY! i think i scared u again ::sigh::

-got like another 12 mangas, so now ill actually be doing something productive in chem lol

-saw some stupid horror film called "club dread" shyt was dumb funni haha
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now for some other random crap, an educational convo with a friend:

Odango Atama san (12:56:19 AM): a man should never get a car
SatanzAn6el (12:56:20 AM): lol
SatanzAn6el (12:56:25 AM): why?
Odango Atama san (12:56:25 AM): i hate those kinda guys
SatanzAn6el (12:56:36 AM): guyz with cars?
Odango Atama san (12:57:03 AM): guys always honk at me from cars and all that stupid shit
Odango Atama san (12:57:30 AM): besides. walking is better for you. so they probably have a big gut where they're sitting

Tuesday, July 06, 2004

Tue, 06 Jul 2004 05:21:04 GMT

[:update:] for people who really (REALLY) wanna cut themselves

#1- use a sharp object, such as a razor (when using a razor, the back is actually more effective), cutting art tool, knife, cutters (are preferable, sice it doesnt cause that much pain) or anything that can slice up a fruit easily.

#2- if ur afraid of germs or disease (although i wouldnt noe why, since ur goal is to basically die ::shrugs::) heat the tip of the knife, or the sharp side over a fire.

#3- depending on whether u wanna die or just to see blood, a) slice ur wrist horizontally so that u'll get the sensation but not pass out from blood lost, or b) slice ur wrist vertically so that the artery will be severed (kindda like ur hollowing it out) and so you'll lose blood faster

#4- if ur sure about dying, after doing step B from above, put ur wrist in a sink or a tub, with running water so that the cut wont close and blood will continue to flow through. depending on ur weight, if ur 110 pounds, let at least one liter of blood drain out. (note: sleeping pills r not required, unless u want to use it)

#5- u'll loose so much blood that u'll get anemic n start to lose conciousness. also ur body temp will decrease. making it feel like ur falling asleep.

***if there are any questions, pleaz feel free to contact me through email or Aim, and i hold no reponsibility for the actions of other, this is just a resource***

Monday, July 05, 2004

Mon, 05 Jul 2004 05:22:59 GMT

heheheheheheheheheh! YASMIN AND BRANDON YOU PEOPLE RULE! W00T! LOVE YA BOTH! hahahahahaaha im so happy again lol

Saturday, July 03, 2004

Sat, 03 Jul 2004 04:18:24 GMT

DUDE! HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA LIFE IS GOOOOD!